Well as they say, 'No news' is good news and she aint singing yet!, off to Ireland tomorow till monday, got my drugs ready to go, so Im gonna -*test*-('") tomorow morning as DH husband said i could LOL ;), Will update my post then. P.S Not holding out much hope cause i know its gonna happen ONE day, but i just have to wait my turn! P.P.S Always look on the bright side of life, if im not then im gonna get hammered!!!!! LOL

About You Today Last period started on Sun May 11, 2008 Approx. next ovulation Sun Jun 1, 2008 Approx. next period Sun Jun 15, 2008 You are 10 days late! Average cycle length 35 days You are on cycle day 46 Fertile Today? No!

About You Today Last period started on Sun May 11, 2008 Approx. next ovulation Sun Jun 1, 2008 Approx. next period Sun Jun 15, 2008 You are 13 days late! Average cycle length 35 days You are on cycle day 49 :rainbowsmile: STILL IN LIMBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

About You Today Last period started on Sun May 11, 2008 Approx. next ovulation Sun Jun 1, 2008 Approx. next period Sun Jun 15, 2008 You are 17 days late! Average cycle length 35 days You are on cycle day 53 STILL HERE!!!!!lol and no positives HPT either??

Last period started on Sun May 11, 2008 Approx. next ovulation Sun Jun 1, 2008 Approx. next period Sun Jun 15, 2008 You are 20 days late! Average cycle length 35 days

Made an appt at the Dr's for tomorrow morning, to see if i can get a blood -*test*-('"), still no sign of AF???????

:update: Well I just wasted an hour of my day off, to be told 'well if your period hasnt arrived yet, thats a good sign'WTF!. So no blood -*test*-('"), she advised me to do another -*test*-('") at the end of the week, as it can take up to four weeks for the pregnancy hormone to show, as if i didnt know, then went on to say, when you relax you are more likely to fall preganant dont smoke or drink blah blah, so i said so for the past two and half years i should have not enjoyed myself??, IYKWIM, Im sorry but i waited 40mins to be told what i allready know and she was reading a letter off the computor about my treatment referrell???, GOD, so im off to Dorchester now to sign up to an agency, i need to find a new job before the six weeks holidays!. Speak later Blog About You Today Last period started on Sun May 11, 2008 Approx. next ovulation Sun Jun 1, 2008 Approx. next period Sun Jun 15, 2008 You are 23 days late!

Well AT last, One Blogger deserves some good news , unfortunaltey for me i think af is on her way, will know definately when i wake i up, never mind if its not meant to be :(, SO no IUI this month and next so, roll on september, going to concentrate on getting our house up together and selling it in the next couple of months, so that should keep me busy, and getting a new job! Well off for some beauty sleep now.......... .................. KEEP BABYDANCING.XXXX

:afarrived: and she's HEAVY !!! I'M fine with it though :) have to be dont i really......

Well Blog, things arnt good, for the past couple of days ive had this haze in my head, that i couldnt shake (feeling down), Im not allright, its really hard!!!. I went for another interview (job hunting), and I said, that i had been trying for a family and it hasnt happened as qiuickly as i hoped and ive lost sight of my ambition, then it dawned that for the past 2 1/2 years ive been wasting my energy on something that i want SO badily ,and it hasnt happened thus ending up in a shitty job,getting paid the same wage when i was 18, making life more harder bills wise for us, Ive become selfish........................ AND ive realised that i cant work with pregnant people how sad is that, if i see a pregnant woman (belly), its as if it takes a chunk of my heart away something that i dearly want and there's really no reason why it hasnt happened for us, I cant help but get assy with DH becuase he hasnt really given up the fags(women know these things), he still has the odd one at work(im not stupid), and when he's had a few beers he wants one and i get in a mood about it, and think he doesnt care, who am i to tell a 28 year old what he can or cant do?. By the way i love DH with all my heart. I dont think i will get this job, I know thats my own fault for loosing sight, of what really matters. I dont want these thoughts in my head anymore of wanting a baby, its just heart crushing everytime i think about it, 2 hours i was crying for last night and i slept 12 hours, I need to get back into the real world and have some fun with DH, and stop acting like an OAP. So the reason for putting this down, 1) to get it off my chest, to know that im not alone in how im feeling. 2) To say Bye for now, I will miss you, but i need to stop thinking about babies for a while, get my head back to normality. Love to you all.xxxxxxxxxxxxx :loveit:

:afarrived: TBH, starting this new job has been the best thing for me to not think about TTC, ok maybe i have a little bit, but i purposely didnt have sex aroundtime of ovulation not that that makes a difference lol, af arrived bang on schedule today, so im gonna keep on with my weight loss and postive thinking, and hope my needle and cotton trick gives me my prediction for a december pregnancy, plus im back to IUI in september!!! :rainbowsmile:

Sunday 24th August, Well we are going to try and get pregnant this month,so I'm back in the game :cheerleader: Before IUI starts again (feels like forever ago) SO :babydust: to my fellow conceivers and :stickyvibes: to the lucky ones .xxx Maybe i might get a DOPK, for this month, only thinking about it though CL. :rainbowsmile:

Menstrual Cycle History - Quick History Your last period was on August 14, 2008. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The number of periods you've entered into MyMonthlyCycles is 37. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Based on the periods you have stored in MyMonthlyCycles: Your average menstrual cycle length is 36 days. The longest cycle you have tracked was 59 days. The shor-*test*-('") cycle you have tracked was 27 days.

:update: Just a quick one, we didnt contact the hospital this month, we are gonna let nature take its course and see how things go, Me and DH are fine about it, with me starting a new job its not viable to start having a few hours off here and there, without explaining why!, SO lets see ehh! P.S I'm 3 days late of my usual 36 day cycle,but dont get your hopes up! OK!!!!!!!!!!!

:afarrived: Nevermind:(