Egg collection this month!

:update: day 47 :halloween3: well that picture above could be my self portrait. Spoke to drs none of my embies developing, they still at cell 4. So doesn't look like blast on monday instead i waiting to see if they call this afternoon and tell me i got to have standard ivf, or wait and call them at 10 in morning if don't hear anything. I not heard anything yet, so hoping when they checked them last time they showed some signs of growing........ i hoping they like me and just being slow as my ivf cycle took ages. Today made me think whatt i going to be like if this turns out in end to fail or i get to e/t transfer and result is negative. I just want to curl up tonight and cry. The IVF treatment is such a rollercoaster, sometimes i just want to press button and make it stop. Today i questioning everything, what if it just not meant to be? what if i meant to always be a fun aunt? Can that be enough? I love my husband to pieces and i really know he would stick with me, but i don't want to deny him being a father. My heads a mess now, will update when know anything. Hopefully it good news next time. xx

Hi Larmi, Oh my lovely......Thinking about you lots and am really hoping that they start dividing soon!! Don't think about the negatives until you have to!! Lisa xxx

:update: day 48 spoke to clinic and 2 embies not changed since being defrosted, the others are very slow, the two highest are 5 cell. So dr giving them another day. Said could be they slow growing and as my folllicles took ages that probable. Have to call them tomorrow. Thanks Lisa for your kind words. x xxx

Ooo they might just be taking it slowly to 'develop' Good Luck xxx

Good luck Larmi - tuning in every day to see how you are doing and keeping everything crossed! Stay strong honey - you will have ups and downs but you've been amazing with this. I've never known anyone have quite such a difficult IVF journey as you have. Take care Minni x

Likewise Minni re tuning in. Just so hope it works for you. Keep smiling! xx

Lots of luck Larmi xxx Everything crossed for you!!

:update: day 49 hi all, thanks for lovely kind words. Well :happyspin: spoke to embryologist today and one of embies had a spurt so will fingers crossed be blastocyst tomorrow. So when I go in tomorrow afternoon it should be transfered inside me as planned. I feel incredibly pleased that it decided to have a spurt and i can have the treatment planned for me, as it was what i was comfortable with. I really wished it was easy to switch off my feelings, i feel like it my baby already.... I barely slept since wednesday again and when i do i dream about how they growing. Oh well it been a long journey till now, and finally it come to fruition tomorrow, and then i be in 2ww. Thank you all for your support, patience with me. I will try to post tomorrow but if can't will be tues morning and will let you know how i got on. all my love xxx

Ahh that is so good to hear that Embie had a spurt!!! Good Luck and tons and tons of Babydust/sticky vibes xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Larmi, that's wonderful news. I hope it goes well today, and fingers crossed for you in the 2WW! :babydust: :babydust: :babydust: Rosie x

great news.... hope all goes well today. lots of sticky vibes for you hun xx

:update: day who cares? Well cpoke to clinc all the embies died............ no point in going. Medicine stopped. Don't know why clinic said maybe cos frozen and don't like it, but would expect one out of 8 to survive. my mom coming to see me now, and dh coming later cos he at work. I typing this in tears, i gutted. Won't be back on for couple days need to rest collect thoughts. Can't believe it over, i see dr on 17th to find out what next to do. if anything. Thank you for all your support throughout this and I Sorry no happy ending. xxx

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